acceptance.

post dimulakan dengan gambar poyo. walaupun anda sedang mendengar lagu jiwang atau berbalas mesej sengal dengan teman2,muka haruslah maintain serius. ini adalah bertujuan utk mengelakkan syak wasangka boss jika tiba2 beliau berada di belakang mahupun tepi anda :D

hari ni berlalu seperti hari-hari minggu biasa. bangun lewat,berangan-angan kosong,golek2,membasuh dan mengemas, tengok the hangover dan melayari internet sebab aku dah ada broadband baru~ yeyeyey~ say yes to digi and booo to celcom. naseb kebanyakan org yg ak kenal pkai celcom je,kalo x mmg dengan line tepon skali ak tuko. celcom sucks big time D:

nway, i just found out that i might be in here just a bit looonger than i thought. hmm. when my boss told me that he wanted me to fill in the permanent position, dlm kepala aku bergema lagu "what the hell" nyanyian avril. aku dah mcm whatever..doesn't matter anymore. lagipun kalau aku x ambek, mungkin tmpt permanent seterusnya adlh di sarawak. so i shrugged and said "yeah,i'll take it." i'm not giving up on all my dreams, mind you. aku still akan pursue benda yg aku suka, just that benda yg skarang ni pun aku kena accept. even kalau aku tak ambik pun, aku bukannya pasti lagi pebende aku nak buat lepas tu. so in the meantime, better duduk je sini dan figure out the next path. plus, a wise man told me that "for as long as you do not accept the situation now, you'll be miserable," and he couldn't be more right.

sebab utama aku rasa merana dan sappy x tentu pasal adalah sbb aku still rasa keadaan ak skang ni adlh seperti a bad nightmare. so i need to change my mindset. and friends yg mengalami keadaan sama, you need to do the same too. let's stop being a victim,a start being a winner :)

p/s: ape yg best pasal macaroons hah? apsal skang ni berlambak giler org minat macaroons ni? sedap ek?