I am sorry I dissapointed you. It's been a while since I've paid my utmost interest to you. The fact is, I never forget you. I wanted to download all new episodes of Cartoon KAT-TUN so badly. Then I wanna watch SMAP vs KAT-TUN, and spoil myself into Johnny's 2009/2010 Countdown Concert then drool on KAT-TUN's Break The Records concert. I'll save Bandage The Movie and Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge for later. See? I'm pretty much still thinking about you. But what can I do? FYPism is driving me crazy. so does the stupid Internet Policy. And all the studies. I gotta somehow achieve my goal on getting CGPA of 3.5 or above; since because of you, I can kiss my hope of getting a first class honor degree an early farewell (T__T)
But I'm not blaming you.
Really. It's not you, it's me.
Maybe a little break would do me good.... ='(
...or should I just get a damn broadband and go crazy about you like the good 'ol days again?
as;xaskaq why the heck do i still love them no matter how ridiculous they look lyke?? D:
someday I'd look back and laugh about my stupid,endless devotion but till then.. <3